Listen to This Week’s Reading
Click here to listen on YouTube: you’re not lost — you were trained not to take control. (channeled reading)
Reading Summary
- This week’s reading centered on control — not control over everything, but control over your own direction. The message pointed to a specific kind of “lost” feeling — the kind that doesn’t come from lack of options, but from lack of self-assertion.
- For many people, this pattern came from punishment around autonomy. Early attempts to choose, lead, or assert were shut down hard enough that desire itself started to feel dangerous.
- Another thread in the reading focused on the body — especially stored energy. Suppressed anger. Suppressed will. Suppressed creative and physical expression. The guidance here was direct: Movement of energy is medicine right now.
- There was also reassurance woven in: the “electric fence” around your desires is outdated. You’re not in that environment anymore — even if your nervous system still thinks you are.
Standout Line
“…you’re not in that childhood state anymore where touching your desires is like an electric fence that you’re going to get punished for and zapped as soon as you try to move towards that thing.”
Reflection Questions
• Where am I acting like a passenger instead of a driver?
• Which desires still feel unsafe to touch?
• Where did I learn that self-direction leads to punishment?
• What kind of physical/energetic expression helps me feel more like myself?
• What is one small decision I can fully own this week?
— With presence
from Archmagicka
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